I'm at a complete loss.
I'm at a dead end.
I know that life is not a bed of roses but it's really too much.
Things are not spelt out clearly and I really detest it..
Why did things end up this way?!
I know that once you make a decision, there's no turning back.
You've have to live with it for the rest of your life.
I made a very bad one that I still regret up till this very moment.
I have no one to turn to for comfort.
I really need a listening ear..
I just wish that I could turn back time.
Make the RIGHT choice and at least not be in such agony right now.
Sigh, the ups and downs of life are the cruelest to all mankind.

To ___ :
Please speak your mind okay? I guess everything would be better
that way (: At the very least, we would know how we both feel.
** It's NOT a guy i'm referring to so don't make wild guesses.