**Not a guy I'm referring to..

I have decided a few days ago that I will let go.
I will let you find your own happiness.
It's not easy, and I have not fully let go.
But I'll still try my best.
I really still want you as my friend, but I doubt you want to.
So I have decided to let go as much as I can't bear to.

Maybe you find it hard to be my friend.
Maybe you were influenced.
Or maybe, you didn't treat me as your good friend before.
I really don't know.
But I know you won't give me and answer,
so it doesn't really matter anymore.

Perhaps it was just my own wishful thinking.
You may have just been playing along with me just to please me.
And you may not have been able to stand it anymore.
Still I want to thank you for all you have done for me.

Every little thing.
From just giving me a smile to comforting me when I'm at my lowest.
You're the bestest friend anyone can ever have.
I honestly don't know what's going on in your mind now.
But I still can feel it.
I will forever remember the happy moments we shared and forget the unhappy ones.
You have fulfilled your duty as a friend but I have failed my part.
I'm sorry.